"Are We Meant To Be?" {Jimin FF} - Chapter 17~

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Chapter 17~

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{Intro}

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{Author's Note: Before we start with the Chapter click the Music Note To Listen to My Playlist For the FF. I would suggest listening to it in Random shuffle. Enjoy💜}

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The Next Morning~

(At Y/N’s House)

Jimin’s POV

I woke up with the sounds of birds chirping. It was weird as I never heard this at my house. Did I leave the windows open again? My eyes were still closed as I felt my head resting on something firm yet comfortable. It didn’t feel like my pillow. I tried moving one of my arms but then I realised that it was wrapped around something. I felt something on top of my head. Though I didn’t want to, I opened my eyes out of curiosity and my eyes widened looking at the person in front of me.

It was Y/N. She looked like an angel sent directly from heaven. Her innocence showed even more when she was sleeping. Suddenly realisation hit me and my eyes popped out of my sockets. What was Y/N doing here?! Isn’t this my house?!

I then realised that I was laying down in her lap and I had a blanket wrapped around me as she just lay there without anything. I carefully removed her hand from on top of my head and slowly got up. I felt a lot of pain in my head. I couldn’t remember anything from yesterday except for when I got drunk, everything after that was just a blur. I don’t know how I got here in the first place. 

I looked around and saw a note along with some painkillers and Water kept on the coffee table. The note had my name written on it. I reached out to the note which was folded and opened it. I carefully started to read it.

“Dear Jimin, I know you must be confused on how you got here. It is hard to explain all of it in one note so all I will say is that you were heavily drunk last night so a guy was kind enough to drop you at my place. I wanted to take you back to your house but you had already fallen asleep. Nothing much happened last night but you shouldn’t have gotten so drunk, I got so worried about you. Anyways, there is some hangover soup in the microwave so you can heat it up. I know that you will have a major headache when you wake up so there are some painkillers lying on the coffee table. If you are hungry, I made some pasta last night, it is kept in the fridge, so you can have that. I don’t know why you got so drunk. Is there something wrong? If there is you can always tell me about it and we can come up with a solution together. But I won’t force you to tell me if you don’t want to. If you need anything else just wake me up.

Yours Truly,

𝑌/𝑁~”

I looked over at Y/N who was sleeping peacefully. I felt so bad and embarrassed. I must  have caused so much trouble to her last night, I don’t even remember what I said or did. I tried hard to think but the harder I tried the more my head hurt. I took the painkillers and popped them into my mouth. I gulped the water down and walked to the kitchen. I heated up the hangover soup and ate all of it. It made me feel much better than before.

I sighed and walked back to the living room to see Y/N still sleeping peacefully. I slowly walked over to her and knelt down to get a better view of her face. Her hair were all messy covering her face and she was pouting a bit while sleeping. I took a strand of her hair that was covering her face and tucked it behind her ear. 

Jimin: Why does it feel like I am forgetting something important. Something which is important but you didn’t mention it in the note. Why do I feel like you are hiding something from me?

I got up and found a piece of paper along with a pen. I wrote Y/N a small note before putting it on the coffee table. 

I looked at her once again and thought of what I should do now. Then a thought came to me and I walked up to her. I bent down and carefully picked her up in my arms. I was afraid she would wake up but instead she snuggled into my chest. I chuckled at her cute actions. My heart was beating fast looking at her figure in my arms, she looked so cute. I slowly walked up to her room up stairs.

I walked in and carefully placed her under the duvet. She snuggled close to me like she didn’t want to let go. She then hugged a pillow next to her and I smiled at her cuteness. My hand unknowingly made its way to her cheek and I caressed it with my thumb. 

She made me feel unusual emotions and feelings. She had started to have a lot of affect on me now. I don’t know when, I don’t know how. All I know is that she is special and I want to protect her from everything. I hate myself for ever making her a part of my stupid ass bet. I didn’t care if I lost anymore, I just don’t. I don’t want to admit it but I feel happy being around her, happiness that I didn’t feel before. Her not being around me made me feel a weird emptiness. I question myself why? And how? I don’t seem to ever get to a conclusion. I have to get myself together. I can’t change myself, I can’t make myself so weak. What is happening to me?

My thoughts vanished when I looked at her sleeping face once again. My body wasn’t in my control as it started to lean closer to her face. I closed my eyes and gently kissed her forehead in an attempt to not wake her up. I opened my eyes and looked at her face which was looking ever so angelic. I widened my eyes when I realised what I did. I quickly stepped back but my hand still cupped her cheek.

Jimin: I’m Sorry Autumn, I don’t deserve a friend like you. But I won’t let you be a part of my bet anymore because you don’t deserve that. I don’t care whatever anyone thinks or says. Stay happy Autumn, I hope you get all the happiness in the world. Sleep well My Autumn.

I got up and just as I was about to walk out a thought struck my mind. I smirked and turned around grabbing my phone. I clicked a picture of her adorable sleeping figure. I then put my phone in my pocket and made my way towards the door. I glanced at her one more time and a smile spread across my face as I walked out of her house.

Time Skip~

{2 hours later}

Y/N’s POV 

I wake up as I hear the birds chirping outside. A smile spread across I Sit up straight and stretched my arms. I opened my eyes and was confused to see that I was in my room. How did I even get here? Did I sleep walk? What about Jimin?

I got out of bed and made my way downstairs. Up on reaching the living room, I looked around searching for him but I couldn’t see him anywhere. Did he leave already?

My gaze then moved to the coffee table and I saw a small note kept on it. I noticed it was not my note as it was not my handwriting. I picked it up and started to read it.

“Dear Autumn, I am so sorry for all the trouble I caused to you last night. I don’t remember what I did last night but if I did something stupid, please forgive me. Thanks for taking care of me, I owe you. Also, I wanted to apologise for not showing up for our day spend together. I promise that I will make it up to you. Thanks once again.

Yours truly,

𝐽𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑛”

I smiled and looked around for my phone. I grabbed my phone and looked for Jimin’s Contact on my phone. I quickly texted him and asked him if he wants hangout today or tomorrow. After texting him I noticed that Scarlett had texted me because she was freaking out because of her date with Jacob. I sighed and texted her back to meet up at my house in an hour. After that, I decided to freshen up and went to take a quick shower. 

Jimin’s POV

I scrolled through my photos and looked at the one I clicked of Y/N today. A smile made its way to my face. As I scrolled further, I saw the pictures of the time we hung out for the first time, the ice cream parlour, the waterfall and the blanket of stars. All those memories feel so fresh just like they happened just a moment ago. My thoughts were interrupted by a text popping on my screen. Seeing who it was my smile grew wider. 

“Y/N {My Autumn}: Why didn’t you wake me up? I could’ve made you something to eat or at least I could’ve said goodbye before you left.”

“Jimin: I was in a hurry and I didn’t want to disturb you, you were sleeping very peacefully.”

“Y/N {My Autumn}: It’s okay ChimChim, And you didn’t trouble me last night. I never knew you could be so child like. And you called me a kid!”

“Jimin: WHAT?!”

“Y/N {My Autumn}: Hehe never mind. I am gonna go now...Byeʕ•ᴥ•ʔ”

“Jimin: Wait! Y/N! Answer my question first!”

“Jimin: Y/N!”

But she had already gone offline. Aish this Girl! What did I even do last night? 

As I was thinking, a voice interrupted my thoughts.

Jennie: Babe! Who is this Y/N now?!

Jimin: None of your business.

I said as I looked back into my phone.

Jennie: I will kill her and I don’t care who she is! She is making you become distant towards me! That f**king b**ch!

Jimin: Shut the f**k up! How dare you call her a b**ch! You don’t even know who she is!

Jennie: I have my ways of finding out Jimin-ah. And I don’t like the people who take what is mine! With just a snap of a finger I can find her whereabouts and make her life hell! Because you are mine! And I will make her life hell for trying her tactics on you. Just one call and she is...finished.

My eyes widened as I snapped my Head in her direction, I saw a smirk reaching her lips which made my blood boil. I was not afraid of what she will do as I had much bigger and stronger connections with the Mafia world but I couldn’t risk Y/N because of that. I had to make something up to distract her. I started to think when an idea struck my mind.

Jimin: You wanna know what she is to me right?

I asked with an intimidating smirk on my face. I looked at her intensely and her smirk vanished. I saw her gulp and was trying her best not to make eye contact. 

Jimin: She is a bet. A bet that I am trying to win. Just like you.

I started to laugh and I saw her eyes become teary but I didn’t care. This was not the first time something like this has happened. I was lying about Y/N being a bet because she isn’t a bet to me anymore. About Jennie, she didn’t mean sh*t to me.

Jennie: How could you f**king say that! I understand that she is a bet but what about me! I gave you my everything! I won’t let you go! You can’t f**king leave me! I won’t allow it!

Jimin: Who do you think you are telling me what to do huh?! I never even liked you! You were just one of my toys! I played around with you and now I feel satisfied! Now I am done with you for good! You. Are. Just. A. Toy-

Before I could finish I felt a sting on my left cheek making my head turn towards the right. Her ring placed a small cut on my cheek. Anger built up inside me as I looked at her who was breathing heavily.

Jennie: You are only mine Jimin-ah! Don’t ever f**king dare to think that you can escape me! Never!

She had pulled my last straw now. I grabbed her wrist harshly, pulling her with me.

Jennie: Where are you taking me?! Aaahh that hurts! Let me go!

She said but I didn’t listen and kept on dragging her. I opened the front door and I let go of her wrist, pushing her harshly out of my house. She landed on the floor as tears streamed down her cheeks.

Jimin: Never show me your filthy self again! Get the f**k out of my house and out of my life!

Before she could say anything I slammed the door shut. I breathed in and out angrily while running my finger through my hair in frustration. I slowly touched my cheek feeling the heat which the slap caused. I looked into the mirror by the door and saw my cheek a bit bruised and the cut caused by the ring. I saw my my lip bleeding too. I chuckled bitterly and grabbed my phone before texting Y/N.

“Jimin: I am coming right now.”

Y/N’s POV

I finished showering and Hummed my favourite song while dancing to the beat. Javier wasn’t home as he told me that he will come later today. I came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around while I looked for what to wear. After sometime I changed and looked at my reflection. 

 

Gently caressing my scars around my shoulders I sighed. There is nothing that can make them vanish. Everything seems to come back Little by little just by looking at them. 

A tear pricked out of my eye. I never cried in front of anyone. I didn’ t want people around me to be sad because of me. I cried alone. I wiped my tears and looked at myself in the mirror once again.

Y/N: You are a part of me now. I will not cover you today. I am scared people will stare but I will try not to be scared. 

I said looking at my scars. 

Soon those thoughts vanished as the memories of last night came to my mind. I smiled remembering the time when he kept on mentioning how he had five fingers, or when he kept on pouting. And how he...he stole my first kiss. I blushed at the thought.

Y/N: You are such an idiot Y/N! Stop blushing you stupid girl! 

I said as I smacked my head lightly looking at myself through the mirror. I was smiling like crazy. I jumped while squealing. I then reached my phone and saw a message by Jimin which made my eyes widen.

“ChimChim: I am coming right now.”

Oh no! Scarlett is coming too! I have an idea with which I can cover it up. Maybe this is my opportunity to make them get along. Yeah! Let’s do this!

I thought making my way downstairs. As I reached the bottom step my eyes made its way to my family portrait. 

I walked up to it standing right in front of it. I slowly removed the cloth from on top of it and looked at it with a small smile. 

I stood in between Daniel Oppa And my mother. Looking at this photo people can easily guess that I was distant with my father. I was never “Daddy’s little Princess”

That was always Jihye Unnie and I knew as a fact that I could never be that or I could never replace her. Looking at this picture brought back the happy times. My mother and I. I miss her so much. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I recalled all the beautiful memories. 

Just as I was observing the picture I heard the doorbell ring. I quickly wiped my tears and opened the door. Opening the door I saw Jimin standing there with a blank look. I saw anger in his eyes. Was something wrong?

I looked at him carefully and finally noticed his bleeding lip and his cheek had a small cut and was bruised. My eyes widened as I pulled him inside. I closed the door behind him and pulled him to the living room and made him sit on the couch. I sat beside him looked at him with worry.

Y/N: W-What happened? Are you okay?

Jimin: I-

Y/N: How did you hurt yourself? Wait here.

I said as I brought the medical box from the cabinet near by. I sat back down beside him and saw that he was observing my each and every move. I cupped his left cheek and gently caressed it with my thumb. He hissed a bit and I felt pain in my heart.

Y/N: S-Sorry. Does it hurt that bad?

 I said and he looked away. I sighed and turned my gaze to the medical box, I took out the ointment. I cupped his cheek once again and pulled him a bit closer so that I can get a better view of the wound. He kept on staring at me while I did so. His eyes were staring at me which made me shy but I stood my ground. I slowly cleaned his cut while caressing his cheek with my thumb, hoping that maybe it would distract him. I cleaned his wound and put a small bandage over it. I took some cotton and cleaned his lip carefully, making sure that I did not hurt him. I pulled out the ice pack which I had carried with me and placed it on his cheek. 

 I looked at him and realised that he was staring at me with a expression that I couldn’t read. 

Y/N: It will be all better soon. I won’t ask you what happened if you don’t want to tell me. Just take care of yourself. I got so worried. Are you feeling better now?

Jimin nodded and smiled at me assuring me that he is fine. I sighed and was about to get up when he grabbed my wrist making me stop and look at him.

Jimin: Did something happen last night?

My cheeks tinted pink and I looked away from his gaze. I felt him lean closer and he lifted my chin up gently making me look into his eyes. 

Jimin: Is there something you are hiding from me Autumn?

I blushed even more when I saw the small gap between us. Why was I blushing? I need to get a hold of myself.

Y/N: There’s nothing ChimChim.

I said as I moved back and got up from the couch. I kept the medical box back in the cabinet. I sat back down on the couch. I didn’t look at Jimin but I could feel that he was constantly staring at me. I finally looked at him and I noticed that he was looking at my scars.

Y/N: Do they look that bad?

I asked softly, scared to hear the answer. I looked down. He lifted my chin and made me look at him. He gave me a big smile which he had never given. He barely smiled and even when he did it was generally a small one.

Jimin: Not at all. They are not bad because they make you stronger. Your imperfections make you perfect.

He said looking deeply into my eyes. He moved closer to me and cupped my cheeks caressing them with his hands.

Jimin: You are beautiful. Don’t ever be scared to show the world your scars because they make you more beautiful.

I smiled at his sweet words. We stared into each other’s eyes and got lost in the moment. We both leaned closer and closer not realising that there was barely any space between us now. We didn’t care either. As we were about to move closer a voice interrupted us which made my eyes widen.

Scarlett: KEEP YOUR FILTHY HANDS AWAY FROM MY ANGEL YOU SCUMBAG OR I WILL CHOP YOUR FINGERS OFF!

To Be Continued...

{Author's Note: I Love how savage Scarlett is:) And I have realised that forehead kisses hit different. All of us can see the strong chemistry between Jimin and Y/N But will they be able to figure it out? Will Jimin ever believe in Love and can Y/N Move on from her past? All These questions might be lingering in your mind and I can assure you that you will get the answers soon. I will be back with another chapter on the weekend. ILYSM My sweet and Amazing readers UwU.}

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