Dear Dorm mate~ {Taehyung mini series} (5/11)
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Dear Dorm mate~ Part 5
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Warning:
This series contains use of strong language, if you feel uncomfortable, this is not the series for you. For the others, I hope you enjoy :)
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{This series is dedicated to a person very important to me. Belated Happy Birthday Rachel, You have always been an amazing friend to me and I will always appreciate You.}
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Y/N’s POV
Jungkook looked at me as I felt like a deer in front of headlights. My body was frozen. Why now out of all times, why in front of Taehyung, why oh why?!
I suddenly saw his eyes become brighter as he walked over to me before pulling me into a hug and my breath hitched. His familiar embrace made my heart race but I couldn’t possibly get myself to hug him back. He hugged me tightly, his embrace was as comforting as it was before.
He pulled away as he looked at me with his bunny smile, the one that always managed to melt my heart into a puddle.
“You both know each other?” I heard Taehyung’s deep voice as he stood beside Jungkook.
“She is my girlfriend.” Jungkook spoke and I looked at him with eyes as wide as plates as I saw Taehyung’s eyes turn dark which sent shivers down my spine.
“Ex girlfriend!” I heard Kate say as she was beside me in an instant. Jungkook’s lips turn into a hard line as the darkness and fury in Taehyung’s orbs started to fade.
“Katelyn, you are here too. Nice seeing you...again.” He said as Kate rolled her eyes. She didn’t like it when people called her by her full name. Jungkook used to do it all the time in High school and Kate was pissed at him most of the time due to this.
Before Kate bursted like a Volcano, I decided to finally use my mouth.
“W-What are you doing here Kook- I mean Jungkook.” I corrected myself as his brows rose with a smile forming on his face once more. I continued, “I thought you were in London months ago.”
My voice was not coming out and my thoughts were a blur. Everything was going too fast and it was way too messy. First Taehyung and his confusing words and actions, and now Jungkook suddenly shows up out of nowhere.
“I changed my mind. I realised that I didn’t want to leave and this campus has everything to offer.”
“How do you know Taehyung?” Kate spoke from beside me as she grabbed my arm, pulling me away from Jungkook.
“Just Childhood friends. So I decided to come to this university with him and now it has become one of my best decisions.” I saw him look at me, his eyes softening. I looked away as my eyes now met Taehyung’s who was breathing heavily, the veins in his neck were popping out and my whole body tingled. He seemed angry and it made me scared.
“Y/N never told me that she had an ex.” Taehyung’s voice was hoarse as he spoke with a clenched jaw and I face palmed. Shit.
“How do you both even know each other, Taehyung?”
“Your ex is my dorm mate at present.” I saw Jungkook nod as his smile seemed to have dropped slightly at the mention. Jungkook looked at me as his smile brightened once again.
“Y/N, can we talk somewhere alone, please.” Jungkook pleaded and I sighed before putting my bag on the chair that I was sitting on before. I waved at Chris who was on the phone with Jordan. My eyes met Taehyung’s as he was shooting daggers at me. I rolled my eyes at him, who does he think he is?
Jungkook grabbed my arm before pulling me out of the cafe. The last thing I saw was Taehyung’s piercing gaze which only told me that I am screwed the minute I reach the dorm or even when I get back into the cafe. I shook the thoughts out of my head, he can’t do anything to me. He has nothing over me and whoever I talk to is none of his concern.
Jungkook stopped near the bench in front of the cafe as he sat down, motioning for me to do the same. I sat down as I heard his ragged breathing.
“How have you been?” He asked with his soft voice making me want to cry for hearing it again.
“Good I suppose. What about you?”
“I’ve been fine too.”
There was silence for a few moments but then I decided to take the initiative and speak.
“Tell me honestly Jungkook, why didn’t you go to London?” I asked looking straight a head, not even glancing at him.
“I just couldn’t, knowing that I was leaving something much more valuable behind.” I looked at him as he held my hands gently in his. I sighed as I closed my eyes momentarily before opening them once again.
“What about achieving your goals Jungkook? You just can’t let them go because of a random girl you dated-“
“But you aren’t just anyone Y/N, you are you. why are you degrading yourself like that? You don’t realise how much you mean to me.”
I let go of his hands and got up from the bench while fidgeting with my fingers. I know that I was just beating around the bush. The real reason why we broke up was not London and both of us knew that.
“Listen to me Jungkook, we are not together anymore and maybe that was for the best. Maybe we just weren’t meant to be and maybe there is someone much better for you out there-“
“I know what you saw Y/N.” He said and I felt my heart clench. I knew already where he was going with this and I was worried that I won’t be able to handle it well no matter how much I try to keep a strong front. He continued, “I know you saw the pictures of me and Elena.” And that’s when my heart dropped in my stomach and I clutched the material of my dress.
“Did you actually think that I didn’t see you crying? Did you actually think if you didn’t confront me, I wouldn’t know that the real reason you broke up with me was not because of London but because you thought I cheated on you with Elena!” He raised his voice and I closed my eyes as my breathing accelerated. I felt his hands on my shoulders as he turned me to face. I opened my eyes as I saw his beautiful face look at me with longing which made me feel worse.
“How could I confront you? It was hard enough knowing that you were just toying with me. I didn’t have the heart to talk to you about it so I decided to just break up with you so that I can’t be hurt anymore. It was better for us Jungkook and I still stand with my decision.”
I said as tears slowly started to stream down my cheeks. I saw the worry reflect in his eyes as he spoke. “I didn’t cheat on you Y/N.”
“But I saw it with my own eyes Jungkook. The pictures, Elena bullying me throughout high school. It was all there but I was blind enough not to see it before.”
“If you would’ve just confronted me Y/N, I would’ve told you everything! The picture was taken when I got wasted at a party. Elena got people to click pictures of us just so she could split you and me up and guess what, she fucking succeeded!” He said loudly as shut his eyes tightly before speaking further.
“She always tried to persuade me to be with her, you knew that! You knew that better than anyone! Yet you decided to believe the pictures rather than me?”
My heart shattered as I looked at his tired state. He looked worn out and it was just breaking me further. I know I should’ve confronted him but I was too anxious to. My mind was a mess then and still is.
“No Jungkook! Don’t fucking blame me! You were acting so distant all that time and the pictures were just a cherry on top!”
“I didn’t mean to act distant! If you felt that way, you should have said something. I would’ve listened, only if you said something but you didn’t, Why?”
“Because I didn’t want to fucking lose you! I didn’t want to be a fucking clingy bitch of a girlfriend! Even when I try to be understanding you think I am the one to blame?!”
“I am not blaming you Y/N-ah.” He whispered and my anger faded because of his tone of voice. “I would never ever blame you because I know it was my fault for letting you go in the first place.”
My heart softened as I felt more and more broken. Why did he always have to do this? Why Always play with my heart.
“Can’t we start over?”
I felt my breathing hitch as my eyes widened. My heart was beating faster than before. My whole body became numb. He looked at my hesitation and continued speaking.
“No more Elena, no more pictures, and no more distance, just like how we used to be. All the late night texting, the Netflix binge, our dates, us sneaking into each other’s room, everything will be the same like before. Just please come back to me.”
I felt tears brim in my eyes once more as I remembered us, everything was perfect before All the shit with Elena.
Just then, Taehyung came to my mind and now I was feeling suffocated. “Tell me what you feel towards me Y/N.” “I will wait for my answer dear Dorm mate.” Taehyung’s words came back to my mind and now I was just confused. My mind was a mess once again.
“I need to go, Jungkook.” I said not answering his question and turned to my heel, my tears staining my cheeks as I couldn’t stop them anymore.
“You don’t need to answer me now Y/N.” Jungkook spoke and I closed my eyes tightly. “Take all the time that you need. I promise to be better, I will give you the time that you need, I will give you all of me. Just please think about it. Please.”
My heart clenched as I took hurried steps into the cafe. My eyes were filled with tears as I approached the table Kate and Chris were sitting on. I grabbed my bag quickly and Kate looked at me with worry.
“What happened out there?” She asked as all I heard was worry in her voice. I couldn’t even speak as my throat felt clogged now but I knew that I had to say something.
“N-Nothing. I-I am fine. I am going back to my dorm now Kate. I’ll call you later.”
I said and turned to my heel before she could ask me further. I took hurried steps towards the door of the cafe when I felt fingers wrap around my wrist stopping me. I turned around to see Taehyung.
“Why are you-“
“P-Please leave me alone T-Taehyung.” I said and shrugged his grip before running out of the cafe. My tears were running down my cheeks like a waterfall. I was running as fast as I could, all I wanted to do was get away from everything and everyone. I didn’t want to feel this confusion and this pain, it was too much.
I reached my dorm as my hands shakily inserted the key into the key hole. The door opened and I put my bag on the couch along with my phone on the Kitchen island.
I walked into my room as I fell to my knees, finally letting it all out. I started crying hysterically while burying my face in my hands. I just couldn’t take it anymore, I was just so tired of always being the one to understand. I was crying out loud, hoping that eventually my tears would run out.
I felt alone, I can’t talk to anyone. I can’t tell Kate because she would freak out and I have no one else to talk to. I was feeling so anxious and suffocated, I didn’t know anything else to do except cry, so thats what I did. I cried more and more as I was still on my knees. My hands covered my face as I cried louder and louder with each passing second.
I felt a pair of arms wrap around me as I sniffled. My heart knew who it was already which made me want to cry more.
“Shh, its okay. Cry it all out.” Taehyung spoke as he sat beside me on the floor before tightening his grip around me. I tried to remove his grip from around me but he just wouldn’t let go.
“G-Go away. P-Please go away. P-Please-“ My voice cracked as I started to cry once again. I felt pathetic for crying like this. It just showed him my vulnerability but somehow his embrace felt so comforting that It made me put my pride a side.
He made me get up as he pulled me to my bed before making me sit on it. He knelt down in front of me as he cupped my face in between his big hands. His thumbs caressed my cheeks, wiping the tears which stained my cheeks.
“What’s going on? Did Jungkook say something?” He asked and I started to cry again. I don’t want to talk about him, not now. I am barely able to handle being around Taehyung because of Jungkook’s question. I saw panic fill his eyes as he saw me crying once again.
“Okay, I won’t ask you anything. Please don’t cry.” He said softly and my emotions took over making me throw myself into his arms. He wrapped his arms around me as one of his hands gently caressed my head. I had never seen this side of him before but I loved it. I wish he was like this all the time.
Taehyung got up not letting go of me as he sat beside me on my bed. He pulled away and looked at me with softened eyes. Taehyung made me lay down as he sat beside me on edge of the bed.
“It’s late. You should get some rest. I will see you tomorrow hmm.” He said as he was about to get up. I grabbed his wrist and he looked at me with an eye brow raised.
I took up all my courage and finally decided to speak. “Please don’t leave.” I mumbled, loud enough for him to hear. I saw him smile as he motioned for me to move a bit and I did. He lay down beside me as he wrapped his arms around me once again. It felt amazing and ever so comforting. What are you doing to me, Kim Taehyung?
“Sleep.”
He whispered into my ear as I put my head on his chest. I found it odd how he didn’t mind it, rather he played with my hair while pulling me closer. I Felt myself relax. I could hear his heart beating and I smiled. His breathing was steady as he kept on twirling my hair between his fingers.
I was going insane, I just called him an asshole the last three days and now I was cuddling with him in my fucking bed! Maybe Kate was right, I should give him a chance. He might not be that bad. What am I saying, he is wonderful and unknowingly he had made a big place for himself in my heart in just a matter of minutes. I inhaled his scent, it was addicting.
My eyes started to close as I heard him whisper something which I was thankfully able to hear. “I hope you feel what I feel Y/N.” My heart leaped out of my chest as I smiled. I closed my eyes as I felt him place a small kiss on my temple taking me by surprise and I felt my insides tingle but I didn’t flinch.
I sighed as my heart had finally made the decision that my mind possibly couldn’t. I now knew exactly who I had to choose and who to let go. I knew I had made the right decision, me being in Taehyung’s embrace just reassured me that I am not making a mistake. My heart and mind were finally at peace as my eyes closed once again.
Before I knew it, I had drifted into deep sleep in Taehyung’s arms and in this moment, I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else...
To Be Continued...
{Author's Note: This was wholesome, I am tearing up lmao. Part 6 will be released soon. I know all my AWTMB fans have been waiting long but I still need to finish typing the next part of AWTMB, my schedule has been really busy with school so I barely have time. Don't worry I am nearly done with it and will post it ASAP, hope you guys can wait just a bit more. See you next time with something lovely lol. ILY Guys.}
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