Dear Dorm mate~ {Taehyung mini series} (6/11)
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Dear Dorm mate~ Part 6
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Warning:
This series contains use of strong language, if you feel uncomfortable, this is not the series for you. For the others, I hope you enjoy :)
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Y/N’s POV
My mind was alert but my eyes were still closed as I heard the familiar buzzing of my alarm. I tried reaching for my phone but my alarm switched abruptly without me even pressing the snooze button. My brows furrowed as I tried moving a bit but couldn’t as I felt like I was being held back.
I fluttered my eyes open as they adjusted to the light of the room. As my hazy vision became clearer, my eyes found the angelic face of my dorm mate. His blonde hair were messy on his forehead and his face was relaxed. His lips were parted as soft snores escaped them making me smile-
Wait, why is he here? Holy Fuck! Did he spend the night in my room!
My eyes widened as I looked down to see his arms wrapped around me tightly yet protectively. Oh no how do I get out now!
Should’ve thought of that before asking him to not go last night. My subconscious snarled at me and I rolled my eyes. Pushing my subconscious aside my eyes travelled back to Taehyung who was still sleeping peacefully. So he was the one who switched my alarm off. My lazy yet handsome dorm mate. Aish what will I do with him?!
A lock of hair covered his eyes as my hand unknowingly made its way to his face before I could stop it. I gently brushed it back, clearing my view as I gazed at my dorm mate once more.
My finger traced the shape of his lips and I smiled feeling how soft they were.
“What are you doing?” Taehyung’s voice startled me as I quickly pulled my hand back. His eyes stared sleepily into mine as my cheeks flushed.
“N-Nothing.” I said as I tried getting up but was pulled back by his muscular arms once more.
“Just 5 minutes more…” He mumbled as his grip around me tightened. I felt his breath on my neck making me shiver as I felt small in his embrace. My back was to his front as my eyes travelled to the clock. It was six already, I had to do my morning routine or else I will be late for my class.
I turned my head as I looked at Taehyung’s face. His eyes were open as he smiled, gazing back at me. I looked away as I carefully wiggled out of his grip. Grabbing a hair tie, I made my hair into a small bun. I walked upto my mirror as I looked at my eyes which were still a bit puffy.
I was vulnerable once more…I was broken once more… I let everyone see my weakness again. I closed my eyes and shook my head with a sigh.
Reopening my eyes, I saw a pair of dark orbs look at me through the mirror. Taehyung’s face held worry, making me sigh once more. I took out a pair of jeans and an off shoulder top from my closet before heading to the bathroom.
The hot water glided down my back making me relax. I wrapped the bathrobe around my body as I cleared the fogged up mirror with the palm of my hand. I looked at my reflection as yesterday’s events started to play in my mind making me shiver.
Jungkook’s back and I won’t deny that it will be difficult to face him. He will be at campus today and if we cross paths, things will be twisted. I thought I had made my decision last night but then again…I wasn’t in the right state of mind to do anything, so I really don’t know what is End game for me.
“Aish I am going insane!” I pulled at my hair as I whined. Could my life be any more of a mess?
I wore my clothes as I walked back into my room to find Taehyung laying there as he eyed my every move. Ignoring his amused face, I walked over to my dressing table as I grabbed my favourite perfume before spraying it on.
“Come out for breakfast.” I spoke not wanting to look at him as I turned to my heel and walked out of the room.
Standing in the middle of kitchen, I closed my eyes and exhaled sharply. Why am I being so cold to him when he was the one who was there for me. Maybe I am just flustered.
I touched my cheeks to feel that they were burning. Shaking my head I walked over the Fridge to grab two eggs and some bread.
Placing the fried eggs on top of the toast I heard footsteps approach the kitchen and my breathing accelerated.
“Here.” I said as I passed the plate to where Taehyung was sitting and grabbed some juice from the fridge.
I sat beside him as I took a bite of my food.
“Are you feeling better?” I heard him speak and my heart swelled at his words.
“Yes. Thank you for yesterday Taehyung...I really appreciate it.” I spoke softly still not being able to look at him as I took another bite of my food before taking a sip of the juice in my glass.
I felt his fingers under my chin as he turned my head to look at him. His hair were slightly wet and his eyes were bright. His lips were curled into a soft smile making me melt.
“Don’t thank me, as long as you are okay, I am happy.” He said and I felt weak. I wanted to throw myself into his arms once more but stopped myself from doing so. Who is this man? Where is my asshole dorm mate that I met a week ago?
I smiled at him with a nod as my cheeks heated.
“Do you want to go to campus together?” Taehyung asked and I looked at him with a brow raised. Did he change that much? How come?
“Sure if you want…” I said as I ate the last bit of my food before picking my plate up and putting it by the sink.
I saw a ghost of a smile linger over his lips as I walked past him towards my room. I was blushing and I knew it.
I grabbed my bag as I looked at the time. There was still plenty of time before class began. Walking out of my room, I saw Taehyung leaning against a wall as his eyes were closed.
“Do you want to grab some coffee before class?” I asked him with hesitation as his eyes found my figure. A grin spread across his face as his pupils danced with amusement.
“Surely. I would love that.” He said, stressing a bit on the word love making my knees weak. I nodded as both of us walked out of our dorm.
Reaching the regular coffee house, Taehyung and I walked over to the counter as I placed my order. I ordered my iced coffee as Taehyung did the same. Grabbing our coffees, we sat at a table as I took out a copy of ‘The Great Gatsby’ from my bag and started to read.
“Jay Gatsby huh.” I heard Taehyung’s voice as I rose my head and looked at him.
“Yeah, one of my favourite classics. What are your thoughts?”
“It’s good. I used to read it a lot when I was in Middle school.”
“I like it but Daisy Buchanan was a bitch.” I spoke bluntly and I saw Taehyung smirk in amusement.
“Wasn’t everyone?” He asked and both of us laughed. “The whole novel was based on lies. There was not even a single person who didn’t lie. So in conclusion, no one was better than Daisy, everyone was responsible for Gatsby’s death”
“That’s true too.”
“I hate people who lead others on, so I believe that Daisy was the one who wronged Gatsby the most. ” He spoke and his words made me look at him as if there was much more to his words than he is saying.
Shrugging the thoughts off, I nodded as I looked at my watch and my eyes widened realising that class will start shortly.
“Let’s go.” I said as I put my novel back in my bag and Taehyung got up. He suddenly grabbed my hand as he intertwined his fingers with mine, taking me by surprise.
“What are you-”
“We’ll be late, let’s go.” He cut me off as he dragged me out of the coffeehouse.
We entered class as my eyes fell on Jordan’s figure who was deep into thought. The professor was not here yet, what a relief.
I let go of Taehyung’s hand as I walked over to Jordan who finally noticed my presence.
“Hey.” I spoke with a smile as she pulled me into a hug making me gasp.
“How’ve you been? I heard about what happened yesterday from Chris…Are you okay?” She asked, the worry evident in her voice making me smile and nod.
“I am fine now. Everything was just so…sudden. I just felt a bit cornered.” I spoke in all honesty as Jordan nodded as she rubbed my back.
“I am here if you want to talk…”
“I know and I am glad.” I smiled and she returned the same. I felt a hand on top of mine as I glanced to my side noticing Taehyung looking into his phone. His thumbs skimmed over my knuckles which felt oddly comforting.
He glanced at me and rose a brow.
“What?” He asked and I shook my head with a small smile as I looked away.
The professor entered class and I saw the surprise on her face as she noticed Taehyung sitting beside me.
“You’re early today Mr. Kim…” She spoke and Taehyung looked at her blankly.
“Kindly do no make a habit of it.” He spoke and the professor shook her head while I chuckled softly. I tried to let go of his hand but his grip just tightened. The warmth of his hand and the way my hand fit perfectly in his made me feel like I am on cloud 9. I sighed as I let him be and started to take notes for class with my free hand.
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I walked over to my locker as Jordan and Kate followed behind, deep in conversation. I had introduced the two an hour ago and they seemed to have gotten along pretty well.
I opened my locker as I searched for my copy of ‘The Great Gatsby’ that I had carried with me.
“We should have a little party at my dorm tomorrow.” Jordan suggested as I continued searching.
It was with me…and I guess I kept it in my locker, or did I carry it to class? Where the fuck did it go?!
“That would be amazing…You in Y/N?” Kate chimed in, pulling me out of my thoughts of recollection. I closed my locker as I turned to look at the two with a sigh.
“Sure…Have either of you seen my novel?” I asked and they shook their head making me sigh. I closed my eyes while leaning my head against the locker as I tried to retrace my steps.
“Y/N!” I heard Taehyung’s voice as my eyes opened. I looked at his figure as he took long strides towards me. He stood in front of me as I looked at his face, waiting for him to say something.
“You forgot your novel in class.” He said as he raised his hand with the novel and waved it about as my face flooded with relief. Thank god!
He moved the novel towards as I gently grabbed it from one end. Our eyes locked as he didn’t let go. He smirked making me raise a brow and a smile of amusement took over my face. I gazed into his beautiful orbs to seem them dilate but not look away.
I sensed Kate and Jordan looking back and forth between Taehyung and I, and I could feel their radiating interest from here. I looked away while tugging at the book making Taehyung let go.
“Thanks Tae.” I said and my eyes widened realising that I had just given him a nickname. I looked at him from the corner of my eyes to see him raising a brow but smiling.
“Tae huh?” I heard Kate’s voice and my cheeks turned crimson.
“I-It’s not like that.” I said as I turned towards my locker before opening it and keeping my novel inside. As I turned around I saw Taehyung still looking at me. I was about to say something when A voice interrupted me.
“Taehyung-ah!” I knew who it was and I froze. I glanced behind Taehyung to see Jungkook jogging towards us and I felt like my breath was caught in my throat.
Jungkook put his hand on Taehyung’s shoulder and Taehyung looked at him with a smile, but as soon as Jungkook looked at me, Taehyung’s smile faded.
Jungkook looked at me and his eyes brightened making me recall our beautiful time in the past. He was a good boyfriend and an even better friend, something that not everyone can be. He gave his all in everything and I really appreciated it and still do.
Both of them looked at me expectantly and I sighed. I had to do it now…no matter how hard it might be, I need to get my head straight.
I glanced I turned to Jungkook and smiled at him making him smile back.
“Can we talk Kook, if you are not occupied?” I spoke softly but my heart was beating too fast out of nervousness. I saw his smile brighten as I called him by that nickname. I glanced at Taehyung and his smile was now replaced by an expression full of hurt making me clench my fist.
“Sure.” Jungkook’s voice snapped me out of my beautiful dorm mate’s broken state. Keeping a stone over my aching heart, I grabbed Jungkook’s wrist as I was about to walk away when Taehyung blocked my way.
“Where are you going?” His voice was clipped making me gulp. Please Taehyung, don’t do this…not now.
“Please move Tae-”
“Where are you going?” He spoke again and I exhaled sharply. I need to be blunt.
“Move aside Taehyung.” I spoke coldly…I don’t want to break down, I can’t see him like this. I need to get away from him before I lose my courage.
“Can’t you just answer my question for once?” His eyes were cold once again. The warmth that I had started to find comfort in, had now disappeared.
“It’s none of your business Taehyung! How many times do I need to tell you to not get into something that doesn’t concern you! You never answer my questions, why should I answer yours?!” I spoke in a harsher tone than intended and I knew Taehyung was taken aback too. I’m sorry.
I saw him clench his fist and his jaw was tensed too making me feel guilt. He punched the locker close to him making me flinch as he stormed off. All his fangirls followed him making my heart sink.
I’m sorry Taehyung, I had no choice, but I am doing this to make things better for all of us. I need to tell Jungkook how I feel so that I can finally let this weight off my chest and tell you…tell you that you are the one…
You are the one I love….
I love you Tae…
To Be Continued…
{Author's Note: Hey! I am back! Finally! I am going to finish Dear Dorm mate soon...this has been an amazing series and will hold great importance in my heart. I am currently working on a Jungkook oneshot so I will be posting that soon, I hope you love it. I will see you next time with another part. ILY Guys~}
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