Dear Dorm mate~ {Taehyung mini series} (7/11)
ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*ﾟ:*:✼✿❁ཻུ۪۪⸙͎✿✼:*ﾟ:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟﾟ
Dear Dorm mate~ Part 7
┉┉┅┅┅┄┄┄┈•◦_•◦*•◦_•
┊ ✧ ┊၀ ┊𒊹ࠬ𖧹┊✩ᤲଂ𓂄┊
┊✱༷ᤲଂ┊〄 . ꥓ ┊𓇢᛫ᤲଂ┊✦𓈒𓆇𓇽
┊𐬹 ꙳ ┊✶ ଂ. ┊ 𖥸
┊𓋜𓂂┊ 𑁍ࠬ
┊ ᤱ ☾
✾
┉┉┅┅┅┄┄┄┈•◦_•◦*•◦_•
┊ ✧ ┊၀ ┊𒊹ࠬ𖧹┊✩ᤲଂ𓂄┊
┊✱༷ᤲଂ┊〄 . ꥓ ┊𓇢᛫ᤲଂ┊✦𓈒𓆇𓇽
┊𐬹 ꙳ ┊✶ ଂ. ┊ 𖥸
┊𓋜𓂂┊ 𑁍ࠬ
┊ ᤱ ☾
✾
Warning:
This series contains use of strong language, if you feel uncomfortable, this is not the series for you. For the others, I hope you enjoy :)
┉┉┅┅┅┄┄┄┈•◦_•◦*•◦_•
┊ ✧ ┊၀ ┊𒊹ࠬ𖧹┊✩ᤲଂ𓂄┊
┊✱༷ᤲଂ┊〄 . ꥓ ┊𓇢᛫ᤲଂ┊✦𓈒𓆇𓇽
┊𐬹 ꙳ ┊✶ ଂ. ┊ 𖥸
┊𓋜𓂂┊ 𑁍ࠬ
┊ ᤱ ☾
✾
┉┉┅┅┅┄┄┄┈•◦_•◦*•◦_•
┊ ✧ ┊၀ ┊𒊹ࠬ𖧹┊✩ᤲଂ𓂄┊
┊✱༷ᤲଂ┊〄 . ꥓ ┊𓇢᛫ᤲଂ┊✦𓈒𓆇𓇽
┊𐬹 ꙳ ┊✶ ଂ. ┊ 𖥸
┊𓋜𓂂┊ 𑁍ࠬ
┊ ᤱ ☾
✾
Y/N’s POV
Jungkook and I sat on the bleachers as we stared at the huge soccer field in front of us. I brought my knees upto my chest as I wrapped my arms around them while resting my chin on my knee.
“Kook...about yesterday-“
“Did you make up your mind already?” The surprise in his voice made me sigh and the tinge of hope in his eyes made my stomach churn.
I squared my shoulders as I exhaled, calming my nerves. I grasped his hands in mine as the familiar warmth made me sigh.
“I could never repay you for all that you have done for me as a boyfriend and a friend. You were always there when I needed you and never doubted me. Thank you Jungkook.” I started as I saw him smile a tight lipped smile, waiting for me to continue.
“I love you...I love you for being there for me, I love you for believing in me and always pushing me forward, but I love you as a friend and I don’t want to lose that over all this unnecessary dating mess.” I said and I saw his smile fade. I wished for him to say something but he remained silent, making me want to cry.
“You deserve someone who treats you better, who loves you as much as you love her. You don’t deserve this Kook. I want you to be happy and I want you to find your happiness with someone who is much better than me.” I said as I squeezed his hands in mine. His expression was unreadable as I looked at him. He tried pulling his hands away but I tightened my grip. I was already on the brink of breaking down after Taehyung’s outburst earlier, I can’t have Jungkook be mad at me too.
“I don’t want you to be hurting Kook, being with me will only cause you pain because I will never be able to do justice to your love. I don’t want to lose you Kook. Please don’t be mad.” I whispered as unwanted tears started building up in my eyes, blurring my vision.
I saw him look up at me as his hands cupped my cheeks while wiping my tears. His face broke into a soft smile as he pulled me into his arms and I sobbed feeling his warm embrace.
“I am not mad at you darling, I could never be mad at you. A bit disappointed, yes, but I am glad that you didn’t beat around the bush about it.” He spoke and his words made my racing heart relax.
“You will not just cut all ties with me, will you?” I asked fearfully while Jungkook responded with a lighthearted chuckle. He pulled away as he looked at home with bright eyes.
“I couldn’t even if I wanted to. You are an important part of my life. You mean so much to me and I know that you will listen to my unnecessary shit whenever I need to vent.” He spoke making me smile as I hugged him once more.
“Thank you Kook.” I said and he hugged me back while rubbing my back.
“You can thank me by setting me up with a hot friend of yours...” he spoke teasingly and I laughed while punching his shoulder, playfully.
“Wait, we don’t even have each other’s phone numbers...” I realised as Jungkook rose a brow and nodded. “Give Me your phone...” I said as he passed me his phone and I quickly typed in the digits.
“Thanks...” He said as he took his phone back. “I am curious... is there someone that you like right now?” He asked and my body tingled.
“Maybe...” I said as I looked at the field.
“Do I know this someone?” Jungkook asked and I smiled a shy smile.
“Yes....very very well...” I said and Jungkook furrowed his brows. He was silent for a bit but then his eyes widened.
“No fucking way! You like Taeh-“ I covered his mouth with my palm as I felt him chuckle against it.
“Maybe yes...now stop talking about it!” I said trying to brush the topic off and thankfully Jungkook changed the topic to tell me about him changing his mind about London.
Jungkook and I sat there as we continued to talk. I was so escattic about getting my old friend back that I didn’t realise how the hours passed while we continued to ramble about.
***
I entered the dorm only to be welcomed by silence and my brows furrowed.
“Taehyung?” I called out, only to be responded by the silence of the cold dorm. Is he that mad that he didn’t even come back to the dorm? Well you gave him a reason to be angry... My subconscious spoke and I sighed. Oh how I hate how she is always right.
Shaking my head and removing the negative thoughts, I rubbed my arms, it’s getting colder.
I kept my bag on the chair by the kitchen island as I walked upto the window. There were barely any leaves on the trees. The leafless trees swayed with the wind and I shivered just by looking at the sight.
My eyes travelled around the room and I noticed the fire place that I had never noticed before. Thankfully, it was a real one.
As the flames of the fireplace ignited, the place started to warm up. I walked into my room as I grabbed my fluffy blanket before taking it with me to the couch near the fireplace.
I placed my blanket on the couch as I walked over to the bookshelf. Taehyung has a wide collection of novels. My fingers ran across the books along the shelves as I pulled out Taehyung’s copy of Tess of the d'Urbervilles and sighed. This will have to do for now. Seeing how worn out it was, I could make out the amount of times it had been read.
I sat on the couch as I wrapped the blanket around me. My fingers flipped through the pages as my eyes stayed on the book.
The cosiness was so comforting that my eyelids had grown heavier and I didn’t realise when I had drifted into my own little fantasy world.
***
“Fuck.”
I heard something fall to the floor along with a voice as my eyelids opened. Taehyung?
The fire was now out and the whole room was dark, the only source of light was the moonlight entering through the window.
My eyes found a figure taking support of the wall and I sat up straight.
“Taehyung...?” I spoke softly and I heard a small chuckle.
“Hello my dear, beautiful dorm mate~” He slurred and I got up as I started walking over to him.
I stood infront of him as now I could finally see his face clearly. Oh no...
“Are you drunk?” I asked softly and he looked at me with a childish smile.
“W-What if I am~? Why do you ca-are~? He spoke as he walked past me and sat on the couch with a loud thud.
“Of course I care...Now tell me why did you get drunk?” I asked as I looked at him while crossing my arms over my chest as he smiled.
“You look so pretty when you are angry...” he whispered as the playfulness in his orbs made my heart flip. I felt my cheeks heat but exhaled to calm my nerves down.
I walked into the kitchen and got a glass of water before placing it on the coffee table. Taehyung looked at it skeptically as I waited for him to speak.
“It’s water...drink it, it will help you sober up.” I said and he pushed the glass gently aside as he got up from the couch, walking towards me.
I stood there, waiting for his next actions. His dark gaze piercing through me, making me shiver.
He stood in front of me as he bent to my line of sight. Our faces were close but I didn’t flinch.
“I hate you Y/N...” he whispered and my heart shattered at his words. No... “I hate people who lead others on...I thought you were different but you are just like everybody else.” He continued and I felt my eyes tear up once more.
Taehyung started to move forward making me back away as I felt my breathing become heavy. I need to get away, he is not in his senses right now. If I stay with him any longer then I will break down, I can explain everything to him tomorrow.
Taehyung continued walking towards me as I continued to back away and soon, my back collided with the wall making a small gasp escape my lips.
He stood in front of me as he trapped me in between his arms. I put my arms on his chest, trying to maintain some distance as tears started rolling down my cheeks.
He took both of my wrists in one of his hands as he pinned them above my head. He leaned in closer as I looked at him with tearful eyes.
“I hate you, but you are so beautiful..” He said as he leaned in closer and his lips moulded mine. I sobbed as he moved his lips against mine, luring me in further. It hurt, his words hurt like hell but him kissing me right now made me feel like I am on cloud 9. Even when drunk, he is confusing. When will I ever be able to understand this man?
I finally let go as I kissed him back, my hands were still pinned over my head as I tried to get rid of his grip but it just tightened. It was fucking annoying yet so...so incredible.
His free hand cupped my cheek as he wiped away the tears making my heart flutter as I moved myself closer to him, letting him consume me, completely.
Taehyung pulled away as his eyes were still closed. He rested his forehead against mine as I felt his soft breath on my lips.
“I love you Tae.” I said with all the courage left in me as I saw his eyes open. He looked like he had seen a ghost.
“Say something...please.” I said and he burst into laughter, confusing me. My heart was now beating hard and fast in my chest as I tried to understand his actions once again.
“Oh Y/N...how could you be such a two timer? You are messing around with two guys who are friends since childhood and you are expecting us to fight over you? You expect me to fight Jungkook over you, out of all the girls in campus...you? Do you think you are that important?” He laughed and I felt my heart grew heavy.
“D-Do you not feel the same way I do?” I asked hesitantly as my mind became a mess. I saw him laugh once more as he let go of both of my wrists.
“I already told you...I hate you and I will always hate you because you are no different from the girls who pathetically chase me.” His painful words pierced through me like a sword and my vision grew blurry once again. Somehow...I wish that this was just the alcohol talking and not him.
“T-Then why did you k-kiss me?” I asked as my voice started to crack and Taehyung smirked.
“I wanted to see if you were worth fighting for...but you failed. You weren’t sweet at all, I have done better than that. All I had to do was kiss you and you gave in, you are so weak Y/N and such a fucking player. Pathetic. ” He spoke in disgust as he wiped his lips with his thumb and I lost it. Lost my will to fight and my hope.
I pushed him aside harshly as tears continued to roll down my cheeks. I need to get out of here...for good.
I marched into my room as I grabbed my bag. I stuffed as many clothes as I can into my bag, leaving a few out as I zipped my bag.
I felt disgusted of myself...how could I fall for his fucking tricks? How could I fall for him? Why did I have to fall for him? Why him? Why can’t I fall for Jungkook...who would love me back and comfort me? Why?
I wiped my tears but they continued to spill out of my eyes, why did it hurt so much...he isn’t worth my fucking tears.
He was an asshole from the start. I was stupid to think that he could ever change.
I dragged my bag out of my room as I gave the place a final look...I will miss this.
I walked into the living room as I saw Taehyung nearly passed out on the couch.
I wanted to leave but somehow I wanted to do one last thing before I did.
I walked over to Taehyung as I carefully made him stand. I wrapped his arm around my shoulder as he stumbled, his eyes were barely open.
I carefully supported him to his room. I opened the door to his room as I made him sit on the bed while I looked around.
This was the first time I had been to his room and the aura made me calm. His room was slightly bigger than mine and my rolled my eyes at my wavering thoughts.
Straightening my thoughts, I looked back at Taehyung as I removed his shoes as I put his foot on the bed, one at a time.
I took my favourite fluffy blanket as I tucked him in. I glanced at him as I tried to hate him but couldn’t.
I tore my eyes away from him as I was about to walk away when I felt a tug on my wrist.
I turned to look at a pair of half-open, mesmerising eyes which looked at me.
“I hate you so fucking much.” He mumbled and I felt my heart break once more.
I gathered all my remaining energy as I flashed a sad smile his way, before removing his grip from my wrist.
“I know...that’s why I am leaving this dorm. I will never bother you ever again. That’s my word.” I said as I saw his eyes close. I heard soft snores escape his lips and I quickly turned to my heel as to not change my mind about leaving this charming, beautiful man.
I closed the door to his room as I placed my set of keys on the kitchen island with shaky hands. I won’t need these...not anymore.
I looked around the place once more, trying to carve all the details into my memory forever.
My heart started to ache with each step I took towards the door as I put my hand on the door knob. I glanced at Taehyung’s door at the other end as his words rung in my head.
“I hate you Y/N...”
“You are such a fucking player.”
“I will always hate you.”
I turned back around as I turned the door handle while exhaling sharply.
Tears streamed down my cheeks as I opened the main door, feeling the pain of letting go.
“Goodbye Taehyung...”
To Be Continued...
{Author's Note: I know you all want to cuss at me for being so heartless but trust me, I didn't feel so great writing this heart ache either :'( . I have written the next part for this but I still need to edit it. Now I want your opinion on what you want me to post first, Dear Dorm Mate Or the final part of the Jungkook oneshot? I will post one of them on them weekend or on Monday hehe. See you next time~ ILY Guys~}
┉┉┅┅┅┄┄┄┈•◦_•◦*•◦_•
┊ ✧ ┊၀ ┊𒊹ࠬ𖧹┊✩ᤲଂ𓂄┊
┊✱༷ᤲଂ┊〄 . ꥓ ┊𓇢᛫ᤲଂ┊✦𓈒𓆇𓇽
┊𐬹 ꙳ ┊✶ ଂ. ┊ 𖥸
┊𓋜𓂂┊ 𑁍ࠬ
┊ ᤱ ☾
✾
ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*ﾟ:*:✼✿❁ཻུ۪۪⸙͎✿✼:*ﾟ:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟﾟ
Comments
Post a Comment