Dear Dorm mate~ {Taehyung mini series} (8/11)
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Dear Dorm mate~ Part 8
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Warning:
This series contains use of strong language, if you feel uncomfortable, this is not the series for you. For the others, I hope you enjoy :)
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Y/N’s POV
The door of the unknown dorm opened revealing a sleepy Jordan as I smiled apologetically at her.
“Is the dorm still available?” I asked and her eyes grew bigger looking at me.
“Y/N? What are you doing here so late? Are you okay?” She asked in worry and I shook my head.
“I-It’s nothing Jordan...I am fine. Can I just move in with you for the time being, I will talk to the authorities about switching my dorm in this week.” I told her as she pulled me inside before closing the door. She took my bags from me as she dragged me to a room. Opening the door, I was welcomed with a warm and cozy aura making me smile.
“This is your room.” She said and I nodded gratefully. She pulled me towards the bed as I sat on it. Jordan sat beside me as she took my hands in hers.
“What’s wrong Y/N? Please tell me...I am worried about you.” She said and the little strength left in me vanished as I covered my face with my hands while sobbing. Why am I so fucking weak?
“He hates me J-Jordan.” I choked as I cried louder.
“Who...? Did someone say something. To you? Was it Jungkook?” She asked and I shook my head as I felt the worst possible heart ache. My mind was racing with everything that happened moments ago.
“Taehyung h-hates Me Jordan...H-How can he think so l-lowly of me? H-How?” I asked and I felt Jordan’s hand on my back as she rubbed it up and down.
“What did he say? And why do you even care, I thought you hated him.”
“I wish I could hate him Jordan. I wish I could hate him for all that he did and said but I-I love him. I-I don’t want to love him but I do and it fucking h-hurts.” I let the words out as I felt suffocated by my own negativity.
“Oh Y/N...” She said as she wrapped her arms around me and I sobbed louder. “You’re going to be okay...Tell me what happened...I am here to listen.”
I told her everything, from my talk with Jungkook to me leaving the dorm. Jordan looked at me with saddened eyes as she passed me a glass of water.
“He doesn’t deserve you Y/N. I told you that he was like this and I won’t let him hurt you anymore. I am here, Kate, Jungkook and Chris are there for you too. We’re going to help you get through this together okay, honey.” Jordan said as she flashed a reassuring smile my way making me calmer than before.
“Thanks Jordan.” I said as I took a tissue before wiping the corner of my eyes.
“Get some rest okay?” She said getting up as she pulled the duvet over me. I smiled at her, feeling lucky to have her in my life.
Jordan switched the lights off before closing the door and walking away, leaving me alone with my burdensome thoughts once more.
I grabbed my phone and my headphones as I drowned myself in my music, while tears slid down my cheeks.
I opened my texts as I clicked Taehyung’s contact.
“I know you hate me so this will be the last time that I ever contact you. I am moving out of your dorm. I will send someone to bring the rest of my stuff to the new dorm.
And don’t worry about me ever getting in your way, I won’t let you step all over me or let you break me apart like you did today...
Because I hate you too Kim Taehyung.
Goodbye.”
I pressed send without too much thought as the tears continued rolling down my cheeks.
I turned to my side as I looked out of the window to see the night sky which looked beautiful.
I closed my eyes as I let the music drown me away from my thoughts and my pain and soon I was drifted into a much happier place, with no blonde haired boys and no mesmerising eyes.
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“Y/N... Wake up, we have class.” I heard Jordan’s voice as she took my headphones off my ears making me frown.
I slowly opened my eyes as I saw both Jordan and Kate look at me. I sat up straight as I saw them look at me in worry and regret.
“Hey...how’re you feeling hun.” I heard Kate as she took my hand in hers.
“I’m fine, I am just not feeling well so I think I am going to miss classes today.” I said and Jordan nodded understandingly.
“I’ll give you my notes later. You should rest while Kate and I get your stuff from your other dorm.” Jordan added and now I was numb to all feelings. I nodded blankly as both of them gave me a smile before walking out of the dorm.
Alone...again.
I closed my eyes as I saw him again. His tousled blonde hair, his soft parted lips and his bright eyes.
I quickly opened my eyes as I exhaled sharply.
Don’t go there Y/N!
I am not going to think about him today. I am going to act like he never existed.
Stepping out of my new bed of my new room, I walk out of the room to explore the dorm.
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I sat on the couch as I held a notebook in my hands, tightly clutching onto it.
This dorm looked a bit similar to the old one but this one has no bookshelves. The bookshelves were something that I adored in the old dorm, it made me feel like home.
I looked around as I saw a PS5 and smiled. So, Jordan’s into gaming eh?
I shook my head as I slowly got up from the couch and walked to the kitchen. My hands reached out for a glass as I poured water into it. Taking small sips I sat down on a chair by the Kitchen island as I opened my notebook.
I scribbled the words Distractions on top of the notebook as I fiddled with my pencil.
What can I do today? Something which won’t remind me of him.
Suddenly, the thought of Taehyung holding my hand in class came in mind. My heart started to ache as I quickly disposed the memory out of my brain.
I look back at the notebook as I wrote ‘Watch Netflix while eating snacks.’
That’s what I will do, I can start a new series.
Grabbing some chips and some chocolates from the fridge I walked back into my room as I powered my laptop.
I drew my curtains as the room became dark and I sat on the bed while wrapping the blanket around me.
I searched through Netflix as I finally came across a series with a good story.
Romantic-Comedy huh? How ironic is that. Well this will have to do I guess.
I play the first episode as I munch on the chips, staring intently at the screen in the dark dark room.
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I sobbed as the Male lead walked away from the female lead...assuming that she cheated on him.
Men can be such assholes.
I sobbed as I wiped my nose with a tissue. The female lead cried as she fell to her knees, begging for him to not go.
I cried harder. I could feel her pain, the pain when the one you love doesn’t trust you, is the worst kind of pain.
“He doesn’t deserve you, fucking asshole!” I cursed as I threw a wrapper at my laptop screen while rubbing my eyes.
My phone buzzed as I saw a text from Jordan.
“Jordan: I will be late today,Date night with Chris. Might stay at his dorm ;)”
I smile as I send her a thumbs up and put my phone back on my nightstand.”
I switch my gaze back to my laptop screen as I see our beautiful protagonist, looking as broken as ever.
The episode ends but I quickly play the next one, wanting to know what happens next.
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“I’m sorry...I should’ve never doubted you, my love.” The Male Lead speaks as he kneels down in front of the female lead, who is standing in the middle of the aisle as she looks broken. She was to be married today, it was an arranged marriage set up by her parents.
She kneels down in front of him as she cups his cheeks while wiping his tears.
“Take me away from here...”she whispers with the softest smile making the Male lead smile as he took her hand while dragging her out of the wedding hall leaving all the guests stunned. The groom smiled seeing his bride with the love of her life.
Wait so the groom doesn’t fucking care that his own bride ran away from their wedding venue? He’s too kind!
And How the fuck could she just forgive the main lead like nothing happened? There’s a reason why people say that the love you see in movies is delusional.
I kept my laptop aside, not switching it off, I’ll finish this later. I looked at the clock to see that it was seven in the evening.
Wow how long have I been lying here?
I pick up my empty wrappers of chocolates as I toss them in the trash bin.
The day went better than I imagined. I texted Jungkook a few times, he was really worried. I smiled at his concern. He’s still the same.
A knock on the main door of the dorm pulled me out of my trance as my brows furrow.
Jordan has the key and she was anyways going to be late today. I make my hair into a messy bun as I checked myself in the mirror.
I glanced at my laptop to see the Protagonists holding hands in the paused screen.
“I will deal with you two later.” I said as I rolled my eyes before walking out of my room to the door of the dorm.
I opened the door slowly but was pulled into someone’s arms immediately making me gasp while closing my eyes tightly.
This felt familiar, this warmth. No...
“...I-I’m sorry Y/N...I’m s-so sorry...” I heard the deep voice stutter making my heart pound against my chest.
It was him...The person I was trying to forget...The person I want to resent but can’t...
Kim Taehyung...
To Be Continued...
{Author's Note: Well this just got interesting~ Let's see what happens next in this twisted story. See you next time. ILY Guys~}
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